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RISE ABOVE ALL
we are not crazy....everyone else is....we are dreamers. therefore we are alone....we think outside the box....CAUSE IM PRACTICALLY AN ORPHAN SO THATS WORSE AND IN TURN I MYSELF HAD TO BE A DAD TO MY YOUNGER BROTHERS... I PLACE THEM FIRST AND WHILE
IM CRAZY IM VERY SMART AND IN TURN I FOR MY AGE HAVE ACHIEVED SO MUCH... IM SELF MADE, I CREATED MYSELF AND I THINK I CAME OUT GREAT THATS WHY THEY LOVE ME OR LOVE TO HATE...
If the solution has never been to look in yourself how can you expect to find it in anyone else....
I have a purpose, they say humans turn to religion as a way to try to have some power over what they cannot curtail. I guess its just a theory of man but on the other hand I have a purpose and a need to prevail over the inhumanity found in people... A need to make the world a better place.
I believe because I understand the difference between forces, . Reality and existance in terms because just like me. it doesnt have to make sense . somethings really are good for the soul....I know im as bit an angel as I am a perverse evil, I am a bitter sweet.
I was born in January 1987 in Texas. I was raised in Mexico with corridos and nopales and riding horses and poking donkeys ( Spanish Mexican). Nothing but Jalisco and Zacatecas. In the beautiful regions of Momax, Colotlan, Coculiten and La Capilla. When I was Nine I moved to Champaign Illinois and lived with my cousins and aunt there. Then I moved to Chicago
( Mexican American Hood Nigga). Lived in the Southside on blocks such as Houston, Baltimore and Exchange and I attained my hood ethnicity there. Then To high school in the East side. I chilled usually by Ave O and Greenbay. Ewing and the blocks around 103rd and 106th . After High school I moved to La Fayette Indiana where I still have a home a room and a great family that I love out there.
Here I lived and became pimp. There’s no place like it because it is home to me. Now I live in Hammond. I travel to Cal city and He wish lol a lot as well.
Highland and Lansing are up there as well. Now I go to Chicago State and Im popular because im nice and fun and I still hang out with everyone. Very complex with my simple ways.
My look, well Im Mexican but because im 25 black, 25 white and 50 pure blood Mexican. I look well almost Puerto Rican but who cares cause they don’t mind. Green eyed and light skin with brown hair that turns black, don’t ask its weird.
My personality is very independent; any attempt to hold me down or restrict me will cause me, to flee. I need to be free to be on my own. Independence is not just desired by me, it is essential to my well being.
Beneath the detached, unemotional exterior lies a kind hearted friend that will go out of my way to help another. I love to make people laugh and cheer people up and it makes me feel good to make others feel good.
I do not expect anything in return for this could put a damper on my freedom; I live with no strings attached. Very unconventional and always full of excitement. I might offer you a spontaneous last minute trip with no plans but excitement beyond what last as I go as I flow lol.
Likes to do something useful with live, mixing that with my amazing way with people,. I am a progressive thinker and great at forming new ideologies and theories, any type of research is very suited to me.
I tend to be a rebel just for the sake of having my own way. Despite my stubbornness and fixed opinion, I will never impose my ideas on others; I have respect for everybody's differences.
In search of wisdom, very observant and I can gather information objectively because emotions do not get in the way, I seem to be above emotions altogether and when I speak, I speak the truth. Sometimes it may be shocking or painful because of my disregard for the feelings of others, but I intend no harm, I call it like I see it and do not let emotions cloud my judgment, I am very detached from emotion. It is not that I am unemotional, I just do not trust my emotions at times but they are incorporate into the idea of who i am. As a result, if someone does not agree with their ideas, Aquarius sometimes takes it intellect driven and not emotionally driven.
Sometimes I wonder if there is something in life that I am missing because i do not feel like other people feel. This does not necessarily prevent me from being involved in intimate relationships, I am capable of this but the person on the other end will always notice an air of detachment from me.
Wonders 'why?' so much!!!! That I question my own existence. Wonders if what they are doing is useful, wants other people to notice me and appreciate me, this is caused by my underlying insecurities that wonder if other people accept me for who I am . These are never brought to the surface because, it does not matter that much because I know that I am very special.
I am a visionary, unconventional and intellectual when it comes to independence. I deviate from the crowd and go my own way. always after intellectual stimulation, constantly discovering something new, forming new opinions and stubbornly traveling my way regardless of what other people think. (WARNING)
I am filled with paradoxes, interested in the opposite ends of the spectrum, I like to be alone yet I am a social butterfly, I like to experience both sides and see both opinions to formulate new ideas with my forward thinking and active mind. I am good but have a horrible bad side, I am smart in a stupid way, loud in a quiet way and the only difference between me and some one in a mental ward is the fact that I am actually not crazy. From being Mexican, to hood, to an alternative punk and even European charm I am everything yet nothing at all. I change my way of talking and even acting, who is the real me, few will ever really know.
I observe people and learn how to interact with others through observation. I am a master of manipulation justifying anything I do or think. As a result, I can deal with any type of personality and adapt to any situation. I welcome change because boredom is my enemy. Anything new is an opportunity. I can act as an expert on any topic, very good at inflating my own importance, I feel it is deserved because my eccentricity makes me unique. Conventional people beware, I like to shock and deviate from the norm, and this is how I live. Known to pick at anyone I find weak or dull-minded. It is simply an easy target for verbal exercise, no harm is meant but it might be taken from the other person. Deep inside, I would never intentionally hurt anyone, I have respect for every human, even thought this might not seem apparent to the more emotional types.
Me and girls, you can be the prettiest girl in the world but if you do not stir my mind, I won't bother. Communication is so important to me. Deep inside I long for love but this causes inner trouble because of my inability to understand emotion., be patient with me and don't hold it against me because deep inside, I am having fun.
Beware that I can fall out of love as easily as falling in love. You must be able to adapt to me, I will not change for anybody and demands respect and understanding for the way I am, no matter how eccentric my ideals are. I need stimulation and a partner to share life's adventures with, not just someone to sit on the couch and watch a movie all the time. Do not press me emotionally or tie me down with demands and obligations because this will cause me to run. Never be jealous, this is a big red flag to me and will leave right away, I can never be tied down. If you give me all I need, I will be completely faithful so you should not worry when I am out on my own
If you unable to keep up with the intellect and the unconventional ways that I am known for, you might want to look elsewhere. I do not like naggers or complainers so keep the talk positive and all should be well. And I don’t do dates so sorry. I just hang around and that’s all, if I like you I do if I don’t well sorry.
I have sensitive eyes and insomnia is beautiful for me. I have a lot of talents. And A nice car and a nice ass car plus a nice car thats also coming the Cadillac DTS!
Age 21
Ethnicity Hispanic
Interested in Women
Status Single

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